High-ness aftermath

Jay’s concert cut queue in my blog.. I have my bkk and hk trip in my draft waiting to be completed and published. But.. Oh wells.

Anyway, the concert is fantastic! Loved the effects! Totally bring my love for jay to a new high. Woot! But I really wanna slap myself.. I didn’t bring binoculars! Simi sai?!

Nvm nvm.. What’s done is done. The concert made me smile non stop from 7pm.. Big grin since 830pm till 11 odd. And back to smiling my way home.. I thought I will need 镇定药or something so I can relax and sleep. Haha!

Then damn bloody itchy fingers! Sigh. It always hurt the most when you looked back. It hurt so fucking much in fact. -.- Why did I do that to spoil my damn high mood?

Now I feel super depressed. I don’t know if its the heartache from looking back or the aftermath of being too high. I hope its the latter. Must be! I must be too sad that the concert ended, that I didn’t get to shake his hands, that he is leaving soon. Must be.. It better be.

Went through my pictures and videos from the concert.. And its not helping, only made me smile a little. Kao. I need no chill pill anymore man. The high-ness is gone. Damn it!

Will post the pictures soon, I hope. :/

a moment of weakness

then again, what is a moment when i’ve been weak all these while.

i’ve never doubt that i will be ok. this time, i did.

but i must be crazy to doubt it.. because i will be okay eventually. every one will be okay eventually no matter what happen. whether it take 1 day, 1 month, 1 year, 1 lifetime..

of cos i will be.. just how long will that take.